You were everything I never knew existed.
Maybe it was all an illusion.
Was it you or just the thought of you I was holding onto.
You haunt me.
I can feel you in my head, in my skin.
Every part of me calls out to you.
Silent whispers so you won’t hear.
I don’t want to hide but what choice do I have.
Your heart is not mine.

LF

The wind on my cheek like a gentle caress.
I’m missing your hands.
The warmth of your touch.

The stars wink at me while I gaze upon their beauty.
I’m missing the fire in your eyes.
The blaring heat of your stare.

I listen to the leaves dancing across the grass.
I’m missing your voice.
The gentle whisper of your desires.

The thunder shakes the ground.
I miss the beat of your heart.
The strength of your love.

The rain reminds me of your lips.

LF

Her shackles had gone unnoticed even to her for a long time.
She had been bound to the pain deep within.
The need to escape, to finally be free overwhelmed her existence.
She had never stood tall before,  not knowing if she had a right.

She prayed for Grace to fall over her.

Still hurting and angry but she didn’t want to hurt those who had hurt her the most.

Fear had screamed in her face, whipped her flesh, belittled her existence and left bruises and  scars no one ever saw.
It stripped her of her innocence,  her worth, her love and joy.
Fear said I love you, called her endearing names then used her love, her body and her heart for its greed and power.
And she eventually gave it all in the need for love.

Broken and bound she wanted to fight back.
Gently, with compassion and forgiveness now.
The thing she wanted and needed most now, more than ever was the very thing that terrified her.

To fly.

The sky called out to her; spread your wings.
Trust me I’ll catch you.

But fear was waiting in the stillness, with a smile on its face, a twinkle in its eyes and arms wide open.
It had lured her back many times before.
Saying everything she had needed to hear and the gentle embrace she had craved.

But the illusion was gone now.
She knew the truth.

And this is the day she decided to fly.

LF

There was something about her he couldn’t quite put his finger on. He loved her smile, her laugh and the way she made him feel when they were together.
It was intoxicating, magnetic, something not of this world.
They didn’t just look into each others eyes, they got lost in each others souls.
Hungry for each other.
It was terrifying yet beautiful, the love they shared. It was magnificent.
Although apart, they always found a way back to each other.
Their time apart was often painful. Each was filled with consuming thoughts of the other.
They lived inside one another, like it was in their DNA. Their hearts spoken for with little room for anyone else to enter.
She trusted him, felt safe with him, protected by him. Something she had never felt before.
As the years passed by their love grew stronger but it wasn’t time yet.
Neither of them knew if they’d ever be together again this lifetime, both held onto hope.
She felt his love, it was always with her.
It moved her, encouraged her, filled and consumed her.
He felt her too.
Reminders of one another would flood their minds, igniting their need.
Trying to find peace apart, they would live in each others dreams, for in this moment it was all they had.
Forever in love, forever in each others hearts, always connected by their souls.

LF

I looked at her and she looked right back.
I wondered what she was thinking.
Her eyes spoke to me asking, who are you trying to be?
How do you not see your true beauty?
Remove the black from your lashes and let your hair down she demanded with gentle force.
Remove everything external from your body.
Wear nothing but your Soul.
You are oozing love from deep within your pores, can you not feel that?
Let it bathe your body, let it slowly trickle down every inch of you.
Take your hands and smear it across your breasts.
Smile as it drips from your eyes down to your dark red lips.
Allow the warmth of it to travel to your belly and stream slowly to your thighs.
As it reaches your feet, let it ground you in truth and speak of nothing else.
You are beautiful.
You are strong.
You are a brilliant light that needs to shine and light the way for others.
You are Love.

L.F.

In the stillness of the morning is when I easily hear your voice.
My heart is open, receiving all you have to offer.
Your presence consumes me.
I closed my eyes to feel the totality of your embrace.
I sink into you.
Giving myself over to something more than I will ever be.
You see things in me that sometimes I cannot.
Always reassuring me that I am never alone.
You are there for every stumble, sometimes allowing me fall.
You let me know I am stronger than I know with the lessons you present to me.
You are in the silence, never speaking too loud.
Reminding me to return to you.
You walk quietly with me.
Existing everywhere inside and outside of me.
Your love is why I am here.

Until next time,

Much Love

She loves fiercely.
There’s no getting away from it.
She will risk everything for it because it’s the only thing that matters.
She will love your imperfections because they are apart of who you are.
She will peer into your soul and you will be connected forever.
She will cry for you, your pain will feel like her own.
Her passion will intoxicate you.
She will bare her soul to you and there will be nothing more beautiful.
She will give herself to you, completely.
She no longer fears love, she lives for it, craves it.
She believes in magic and that love is the key to it.
There are no longer limitations on the love she feels or gives away.
It is why she is here, to love.

Until next time,

Much Love

My tears tell the stories my mouth never could.
My mind creates illusions for what my heart isn’t ready to feel.
My hands see what my eyes cannot conceive.
My arms lend compassion when I am not yet able to forgive.
My feet have nested into the earth when my soul needed love.
My legs give me courage when fear overwhelms my existence.
My ears offer acceptance to the lies the world creates.
My lips reveal truths and heal internal wounds.
My breasts speak of the deep desires my imagination longs for.
My belly has carried life.

Until next time,

Much Love

Your eyes sparkled when you looked at me and
your smile made my heart feel like it would explode.
That was the night I knew I could love you.

Looking back I really had no idea the true beauty you possessed.
At least not to the depths of what I know now.
I wasn’t able to see it or maybe I wasn’t willing to give it a chance.
You would break me, is what the voice inside my head spoke to me.

I was a warrior.
Needing to be loved but fighting it every step of the way.
I knew I had to run.
You didn’t deserve the war you were about to engage in.
I had to save you from the wreckage I was capable of creating.

I would have destroyed you.
So I chose to only break your heart.
That was the night I knew I loved you.

Until next time,

Much Love

I belong to no one yet I gave myself to you.
I handed you my heart without hesitation.
No expectations but I wanted it all.
I wanted you.
I craved to be in your existence.
The obsession overwhelmed my world.
The illusion felt like I needed you to breathe but
what I needed most was me.

Let no one be your life line, they will only disappoint.
Giving your power away only makes you powerless!
You must look within to find the love you so desire.
In doing so you will only attract more love, the kind of
love you truly deserve.
Complete yourself, make yourself whole.
Don’t give jobs away that only belong to you to fulfill.

Until next time,

Much Love