Your eyes sparkled when you looked at me and
your smile made my heart feel like it would explode.
That was the night I knew I could love you.

Looking back I really had no idea the true beauty you possessed.
At least not to the depths of what I know now.
I wasn’t able to see it or maybe I wasn’t willing to give it a chance.
You would break me, is what the voice inside my head spoke to me.

I was a warrior.
Needing to be loved but fighting it every step of the way.
I knew I had to run.
You didn’t deserve the war you were about to engage in.
I had to save you from the wreckage I was capable of creating.

I would have destroyed you.
So I chose to only break your heart.
That was the night I knew I loved you.

Until next time,

Much Love